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Showing posts with label suffering. Show all posts
Showing posts with label suffering. Show all posts

Tuesday, September 5, 2017

Bleak Transience



She finds herself in an unknowing void that seems impossible to climb her way out of.
Her being had abandoned her as she lies motionless in the dirt.
Dirt was her coordinate.
The counterpart she could never rise above.
She became helpless
discouraged.
She wasn't even worthy compared to what once lay beneath her feet.
She was repulsed by her own self.
She's nothing 
Non existent
An incorporeal being that needed to be tamed before the time bomb within her detonates.
Who is she?
The girl with the motionless and expressionless imbalance.
Who knows?
Who cares?
She's dead...

Monday, August 21, 2017

Mental Instability



Enjoy your innocence
for it never ever lasts.
The world will suck you into a void of 
awareness, commercialism, and greed.
"What is normal?"  She slowly speaks
into the cold winter air.
Poor little 9-year-old girl
clutching her black one-eyed teddy bear.
Tears stained her face
already frozen.
So frozen
she was just about ready to shatter.
She may live the life of a princess
but in her delusional mind
stuffed animals and fairy tales attack her while she sleeps.
"Is this just a daydream?" Her innocent mind wonders
as she lies warm in her bed but still cold for it's her against her own world.
Everyone thought she was a bad little girl
and punished for her supposed wrongdoings.
So she became a bad little girl
and did what the evil stuffed animals told her to that choked her in the night.
She listened to the voices of the fairy tales that taunted her in her nightmares.
Now that her innocence has fled
the restraints on her wrists are tightened.
She suffers alone
alone she remains.
No more stuffed animals and no more fairy tales.
They were all just shadows
and they were all just voices...

Right?